Things have been taking that same old downward turn that comes at this period every year. I start realizing that my life hasn't changed a bit since.... FOREVER. Nothing can really happen in middle school, you know? I can't wait to get out of here. Then again, high school maybe the same, since all the excitement is usually just drama and my friends and I usually try to avoid the whole... DRAMADRAMADRAMADRAMA thing. So then, college. But then that's a quarter of my life right there, just a chunk cut out, just nothing. I don't want a quarter of my life to be nothing, I was close to ALL of it to be something. So I need a hobby, a club, a project, a sport, a job, a something, an ANYTHING! I just need help. i need serious help.
Maybe I'll start working on my movies and cosplays more professionally. First I need a GOOD camera and some money for the costumes; but I guess as long as I'm working toward something, I'm something-ing. so it's good. and when I get there, I'll have a lot of work to do.
I guess I have to get started. The problem is..... where?
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