Depressed cont.

I know I sound selfish, but I can't help it! I really, REALLY want to go to D.C. My sister got to go, and then she got to go to CEDAR POINT, which will be CANCELED before I get to go. It's not fair. And I would help contribute, but i'm still broke from Christmas. i don't get any money from anybody, so I have to save up every single holiday I can and get the cheapest presents possible so i can save some money for birthdays. Then, when I run out, it's my b-day again and I get money that I have to make last through all holidays again.
woo.
hoo.
So it's not like it's really easy. If they want me to pay my way to DC, then that's about seven years' worth of christmas presents for them, which isn't possible because i didn't even KNOW we went to DC in eighth grade. I can pay them back, sure, but I'm going to college before seven years are out and I'm going to have to pay TUITION. THAT's gonna work real well, huh?

See my dilemma here?

I told them years ago we should get allowances. It's not like we NEVER help with ANYTHING. We help. It's just like i told them my hamster was sick. They wouldn't believe me. Next day???

DEAD.

So. Problem?

Maybe.