Reasons Edward from movie sucks:

-Bad actor.
-He's supposed to 'dazzle' me. He made me sick.
-From what I've heard on the interviews, he seems to be pretty stuck-up and plain boring.
-Is that a REAL accent? Cuz it doesn't sound like it
-He should sue his hair dresser.

Sorry

Won't be able to write for a couple days. C u soon!
Twilightgirrl

2Day

today me and my dad went to the library, a sort of weekend thing we do every week, and it was a good day. I got 5 BOOKS. It was awesome! So I'm set for a while, huh? You know, it's funny. Today we got the only nice librarians left to help us. there's only two in the whole building. Lemme tell you, I think those automatic machines are bugging them. I think these librarians are bitter because they're being taken over my robots. That's what I think. Bitter. Huh. It's kind of funny, isn't it?

Depressed cont.

I know I sound selfish, but I can't help it! I really, REALLY want to go to D.C. My sister got to go, and then she got to go to CEDAR POINT, which will be CANCELED before I get to go. It's not fair. And I would help contribute, but i'm still broke from Christmas. i don't get any money from anybody, so I have to save up every single holiday I can and get the cheapest presents possible so i can save some money for birthdays. Then, when I run out, it's my b-day again and I get money that I have to make last through all holidays again.
woo.
hoo.
So it's not like it's really easy. If they want me to pay my way to DC, then that's about seven years' worth of christmas presents for them, which isn't possible because i didn't even KNOW we went to DC in eighth grade. I can pay them back, sure, but I'm going to college before seven years are out and I'm going to have to pay TUITION. THAT's gonna work real well, huh?

See my dilemma here?

I told them years ago we should get allowances. It's not like we NEVER help with ANYTHING. We help. It's just like i told them my hamster was sick. They wouldn't believe me. Next day???

DEAD.

So. Problem?

Maybe.

Depressed

Washing machine: 900$
special soap for front-loader machine bcuz mom didn't kno u had 2 buy special soap for front-loader machine: 30$
Car repair from when mom ran into a curb: 600$
Car repair from when dad blew his 2 front tires: 800$
Mom's college that we're STILL paying off, even though she's done and has a job: I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW MANY $ a month.
The depression of knowing that this deducts from the account saved up for my eighth grade class trip to DC so now it's about ONE DOLLAR???

priceless. just priceless.

9th

I AM SO BORED.
right now we're looking up previews for the play of 'Jesus Christ Superstar' and it looks pretty good. It seemed disrespectful at first, but as you look at it, it's meant to honor him, whether it's appropriate or not. My PSR class is going to see it, hopefully on of my parents will come with bcuz everybody in that class hates me. Well, not HATES, but they don't like me very much becuz I'm the only one who goes to school outside their area.

right now my sisters are fighting and my mom's cleaning up from dinner. I was about to go help, but she's done now, apparently. she's gonna use the computer now.

Conv between me and Xion

Xion is my BFF-

ask ur dad what time I can come over
k hang on
k
wait! i have a question. u kno our friendship necklaces? which would u be, the B or the F or the F?
The middle F, cuz then I have my two best friends right next to me!
awww!

the end

its aaaaallll goooodd

I wrote that bcuz im bored. nothing happened in the past few days. or months. or years. my life is so dull.

Superbowl Sunday

We started off the morning with yet another huge cleaning spree. This time we swept straight through the basement, plowing through toys and crap and whatever and whatnot, throwing everything we could fit into one giant garbage bag. So now, if anything is missing, we shouldn't even bother to ask. It's halfway to sit forever in a landfill now. The we headed for the town (Not literally, we LIVE in the town) to shop. Not for superbowl food, oh, no. That's my dad's job. We went for completely random stuff. I got a new shirt and jeans and we looked for a new hiphop outfit, too, but nothing was right. We left that for another day. then we just went all-out on everything else and totally splurged- that's right. We got GUM for absolutely NO reason at all! I just WENT THERE!!
No, whathappened was my om said no, it's a rip-off, which it was, three dollars for, like, six pieces of gum, and my sister held onto it and she stuck it on the conveyor belt or whatever it is at last minute. S we bought it by accident, really. My sister is such a spoiled brat! My outfit was a real treat for me today, something I don't get a lot. I get lots of hand-me-downs that work just fine thank you very much. I didn't ask for a single other thing. But Leah, dear God, she just kept going and going and going and going and going and going and going...... I thought my ears druyms were going to explode if I heard another shriekish, whiney, "Moooo-ooooooom! I waaaant iiitt!! Pleeeaaaasseeeeee??????? MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" man, xcan she scream. QAnd the thing is, my parents don't eve REALIZE how spoiled she is, and it's their fault. They give in at the slightest little scream. It's areally piercing, really annoying, yes, but I just slap her when nobody's looking. I know that sounds harsh, but you don't have to dealwith it again and again day after day, constant screaming and kicking and hitting and pinching and slapping and crying.
She actually KICKS ME and then goes FAKE CRYING to my MOTHER pretending that I'M the one that kicked HER. Then I get in trouble and Leah shoots this evil litle grin in my direction that mom claims is 'so incredibly sweet'. I know I shouldn't complan, not when my mom's under to much stress and my dad's so busy, but it's so HARD!!! Seriously. I don't thin anybody who's been living with her since birth can live for up to a week against my little sister. Even my sweet grandma, who loves everybody and everything, and everybody and everything loves her back, has some trouble with my little devil sister. I just hope she grows out of it. But she might never. Once she's spoiled, man, it's hard to come back! I've heard about it. And she's not easy to punish either, she either whines about something else until you forget that she needs to be punished, or she gives you a face, you know the kind I'm talking about. But she always manages to worm out of it somehow. For me, since the puppy face never works on me (I am the MASTER of the puppy dog pout face) she just screams and runs around in circles and practically maims me every tome I get near her and threatens to call mom and tell her that I did something to her precious baby. of course, then I snatch the phones away and hide them or sit on them or something, but then she continues running away and screaming and hurting me again. I know it's pathetic that she CAN hurt me, but she's had some good training from my older sister and the ids at her school- they're little demons these days. i mean, even the people only one grade below mine hate all of us for absolutely no reason and they'll do anything to sabatoge us. So she's spoiled and evil and I hate her and hate being around her, yet she sticks to me like glue. It's a cycle then, because it just irritates everybody which makes my parents' stress worse and then they snap and then Leah gets worse and then the cycle starts over again and then everybody has a headache. It's miserable.
Superbowl's starting and Leah just had pie, so she'll be either bouncing off the walls, or menagable and happy. We'll see- wish me luck. If I don't return to posting....




there's probably nothing to say.

good bye.
Twilightgirrl