Caylee Case

I feel sick. Sick, sick, sick. Sicker than last Wednesday when I almost really DID get SICK. forgot to report that before. They just found out what happened to Caylee and I, being the wonderfully idiotic girl that I am, read the article, wanting to know. I should not have read that article. I feel sick...
How could somebody do that? She was, what, 3 years old? It drives me crazy that somebody could possibly do that to such a tiny little innocent baby girl. How could she do that tp her daughter? And of course it effects her parents, TOO! She has to be insane, I mean, what is going on inside her head when she thinks about this? I hope she's boiling in guilt. How is it humanely possible for somebody to even imagine....that's just it. It's not humane. It's horribly, terribly, disgustingly INhumane. I just can't believe it. It kills me, it really, really kills me. What happened to 'life is a gift' and 'children are god's human angels' and all that? What happened to the loving bond between parent and child? It's the most horrible, terrifying, terrible, horrifying, disgusting, sickening, gross, incredibly BAD, just BAD thing possible. I hate it, I just hate it. I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight.
I read an article. On the grandparents. They really loved that little kid. They described her, and I feel in love her without ever seeing more than a picture. I've never seen a moving picture, a video. I should get a video of her doing something...alive. Something 3 year olds love to do. I'm going to find a video of her blowing bubbles or something, because this cannot, CANNOT be the last thing I hear ad see of Caylee, it just CAN'T be. I have to remember her some other way- I have to remember her alive and well and loved and happy and laughing....smiling, joyful, giggles...I can't remember her the way I am now, because I'm sure this is just about the end of the Caylee Case news. They're just going to release the results of the test, and SCENE. Case closed, cut, story over, book closed, happy ending or not. I'm going to find a smiling Caylee and remember her that way. May God be with her, may she rest in peace, and may she find thst peace in Heaven, in a place of kindness and love- Amen.